Growing Up :)(:/:

As the school year is coming to a close it is nothing like what I expected it would be. It's better. I'm ready to leave everything here behind, the people, the drama, the memories. I want to make other one's else where. I'm ready to move on with my life and start something new. This semester has opened my eyes to a lot of things regarding who I am. It used to be confusing trying to figure out who that was but I think I know now. I'm working on accepting it. What made it confusing was trying to be someone I'm not and expecting other people to accept me when I don't even accept me. I can't really believe how fast not only this school year has gone by but how fast all four school years have gone by. I still remember the first day, walking in with Latisha trying to find our homerooms in the mass of people. All the struggles I've been through and all the memories that were made in these halls. They'll all just be in the past soon. I'm sort of sad that it's over but overall I'm more relieved. I don't want to grow up and doing that is proving to be very hard but I think I'm gonna make it. Somehow, someway, I'll make it the best I can. Until then I'll keep living off of my $80-140 every two weeks and hope everything works out. As of right now I have no plans. I want to go to JCC then transfer in two years to Campbell. I'm hoping that will work out. I guess we'll see soon enough.