Sunday, December 22, 2013

The Emotions of Change

Within the past year my life has changed dramatically several times. I've never been a person who dealt well with change but I think I'm starting to come to terms with it. I want to get back to being the old person I was. The one that was happy, not depressed and angry all the time. I have to for the baby's sake. My life has gone from I'm in an amazing school to I'm living in the ghetto, to I have no place to live all since October of this year. I have gone from I will never get married and have kids to I'm getting married and having a child in a years time. I want to feel happy again. I need to adjust to this change and learn how to handle it before this baby gets here. I have no idea what is going to happen in these next few months I"m just hoping and praying it's for the better and not the worse. It could really turn out either way.